by Saber ShadowKitten
Abracadabra 12: PG-13 Version

Part One

"Ok, I have the cake, the soda, the chips, the dip, the plates, the forks, the knives, the

purple passion in non-identifiable bottles..." Angel stood before the table in the library,

taking inventory. It was graduation day at Sunnydale High School and the graduates

would be arriving in a few minutes from family parties to have one just for the 'library


The graduation itself was held earlier that Saturday. Angel felt so proud of everyone as

they accepted their diplomas from Principal Snyder and he could swear he clapped the

loudest for each of his friends. And when Buffy climbed that stage, his heart swelled at

the fact that she did it, she beat the odds by having a life outside of slaying. Even though

they were no longer together and had moved on with their hearts, he still loved her, was

her first love and that would never change.

"Angel? Do we have everything?" Giles asked, coming out of his office with a pile of

napkins and cups.

"Looks that way," Angel replied, opening the small cooler sitting on the floor where

several bottles of Willow's special drink were waiting for him. "How did you like the


"It was long winded and dull," Giles replied. "But seeing Buffy receive her diploma made

it all worthwhile."

"I was thinking that very thing earlier," Angel said.

"What were you thinking of earlier?" Willow asked, coming through the library doors.

"You," he answered with a devilish smile. "Always you."

"Flatterer," she replied, smiling. She set the backpack she was carrying down under the

table. "This cake looks really cool. Did you make it?"

"No, I wanted it to taste good, not just look good," Angel said.

"Hi, guys!" Buffy said, entering the library with Xander and Cordelia. She waved her

diploma in the air. "I graduated!"

"That you did," Giles replied, smiling at her. "And we are all very proud."

"Hey, I graduated, too," Xander said.

"Barely," Willow said under her breath. Angel chuckled.

"When do you have to leave?" Buffy asked Giles as the others helped themselves to some


"Half an hour, I'm afraid," Giles replied. "But I shall be back on Monday."

"Does this mean I get a vamp free weekend?"

"Of-of course not. I still expect you to patrol," he said. "Vampires do not take the

weekend off..."

"I know, I know," Buffy interrupted. "You have me too well trained not to do it."

"If I tell you to sit or roll over, would you?" Giles asked, a small grin playing on his lips.

Buffy stared at him a second. "You just made a funny," she said, starting to laugh.

"Who made a funny?" Xander asked, his mouth around some chips.

"Giles," Buffy replied.

"Our tweedman made a funny? How is that possible?" Xander teased. "Don't tell me he's


"Very humorous, Xander," Giles retorted. "I can see why they allowed you to graduate."

Xander grinned at him.

"Before Giles has to leave, I propose we toast," Angel said, holding up his paper cup. He

waited until everyone had a drink, then continued. "To the graduates." Giles echoed his


"General, did you get a party when you graduated?" Willow asked as Xander began

serving up the cake.

"I didn't," Angel replied.

"Get a party?" Buffy said.

"No, graduate. I only went up to the fifth grade," Angel said.

"Really? Why?" Willow asked.

"I got kicked out," he mumbled in response.

"You got kicked out!" Willow exclaimed. The others looked at him and he would have

blushed if he could.

"What did you do, Jingle Bells?" Xander said. "Try to feed off the other students?"

"I wasn't a vampire then, twerp," Angel replied.

"Must be pretty bad since he resorted to name calling," Buffy commented quietly to

Cordelia. They waited expectantly for Angel to continue.

"Oh, hell," he said, tossing down the remaining drink in his cup. "I put a fish down Mary

Eileen's knickers."

"And that got you kicked out?" Willow asked, holding back her laugh.

"Every day for three months," Angel continued. "And put worms on the teacher's apples,

depants Jonathan every chance I got, broke all the chalk, glued Elizabeth to her chair, tied

my brother to the bell, blocked Marcus in the outhouse..."

The group of friends were laughing so hard, tears streamed from their eyes as Angel ran

down the list of things he did to be removed from school.


"Look what I brought," Willow said an hour later, holding up a tape. She directed Xander

to get a TV/VCR cart from the audiovisual room while the others refreshed their drinks.

The five friends were already sloshed having participated in a wild toasting game after

Giles had left. Turning off the lights, Willow pushed the tape in the VCR and settled back

to watch. She giggled from her perch on Angel's lap as they came on screen.

"How long did it take you to scrape your jaw off the floor, Bells?" Xander asked as the

couple on the tape turned and smiled at the camera.

"I still haven't picked it up," Angel replied over his shoulder with a grin. The tape

continued, alternating between the friends dancing, conversing and horsing around.

Buffy sighed when she saw herself dancing with Giles, and Willow smiled up at Angel,

who kissed her softly on the forehead.

After that, the picture on the screen changed to that of the camera operator moving

quickly across the dance floor, weaving through couples to focus on two distinct males

swaying to the romantic music.

The laughter started muffled in the library, then grew as Angel got right into Spike's face,

talking harshly. The look on the two vampires faces when they realized they'd been taped

sent everyone into gales of laughter, Angel included.

The video cut next to Buffy dancing with Spike and Willow bounced on Angel's lap,

knowing what was coming next. Buffy groaned when she saw herself kissing the peroxide

blond, blushing bright red at the taped conversation that followed. "I can't believe I kissed

him," she said, hiding her face in her hands.

"You said he was good with the smoochies," Willow pointed out mischievously. "In fact,

your exact words were 'Damn, Angel, you didn't tell me he was such a good kisser.'"

"How would Angel know if Spike was a good kisser or not?" Xander asked.

"Truth or dare at Willow's house, remember, lamebrain?" Cordelia said to her boyfriend.

"Oh yeah," Xander said. "Deadboy's done the deed with Junior."

"So, is Buffy right?" Cordelia asked Angel. "Is Spike a good kisser?"

"Spike was the best male at everything," Angel replied, taking another drink. The others

stared at him, expectantly.

"You can't leave us hanging with that statement, Angel," Cordelia finally said. "Details,

boy, details."

Angel sighed dramatically and told Willow to stop the tape and turn on the lights. He

grabbed a piece of paper out of the hacker's backpack and a pencil before starting his

story. "Spike is a nickname, as you know. His real name is William," he said, pencil

drawing light lines on the paper. "And William was an excellent lover. Strength, skill,

passion, he had it all. We did it anywhere and at anytime - against an alley wall, on a

piano, under the stairs at a party. We did it in Piccadilly Square, at the opera, even one

time on the Eiffel Tower."

The four friends sat enthralled by the tender tone of Angel's voice as she spoke about the

blond vampire, his hand moving the pencil over the paper.

"Then Drusilla came, after it had only been us for twelve years. Darla had gone on to

Greece, leaving us in France, and we kicked it up like a couple of bachelors. He was my

best friend," he grinned at the memory. "But when I went after Dru and turned her, things


"What happened?" Willow asked quietly, sitting on the edge of her seat.

"William fell head over heels in love," Angel stated simply.

"I didn't know vampires could fall in love," Buffy said.

"Oh, we can," Angel replied sadly, his hand flying over the paper. "In fact, I loved Darla

for a long time and she was in love with me, even after I regained my soul. It ripped a

hole in my heart when I had to stake her to save Buffy."

Willow laid her hand on his left arm and squeezed gently. "As I said, Spike fell in love and

things between us became strained. He wanted Drusilla all to himself, and, of course, I

wouldn't give her to him. Then one night I went hunting, killed a gypsy girl, got my soul

and didn't see them again until they showed up here in Sunnydale."

"Didn't you says you got it on with him after you lost your soul again?" Cordelia asked,

just as quietly as Willow.

Angel's lips curved into a wicked smile. "Let's just say , it wasn't a mutual activity."

"You forced him to have sex?" Buffy asked.

"I forced him to do all sorts of things," Angel replied. "And I stole Dru away from him."

"No wonder he wanted to help me," Buffy said.

Angel laid the pencil down and stood after retrieving a new bottle of his special drink. He

gave the others a small smile. "I'm going to take a quick look around the school," he said,

then left the library in a hushed silence.

Willow reached out and turned the paper towards her. "Wow," she commented, eyes

widening. "Oh, wow."

"What?" Buffy said, standing to look over the red head's shoulder. "I second that wow

and raise you an oh my."

"Let us see," Cordelia said, holding out her hand. Buffy passed her the paper. "Hello,

Greek God."

"It's not fair," Xander said. "In my best dreams, I could never look like that."

"Look at the detail," Cordelia commented. "If Spike ever comes back, I'm going to have

to restrain myself from drooling all over him."

"Same here," Buffy said, taking the paper back from the cheerleader. "Either that or faint

on sight."

"Angel definitely had to have feelings for Spike to be able to draw him like that from

memory," Willow said. "I don't know if I should be jealous or not."

Buffy snickered first, then the others joined in as they thought of the absurdity of the

conversation, the portrait of the blond vampire tucked away in Willow's backpack for safe



"General?" Willow said, walking outside to the vampire sitting on the school steps,

looking up at the stars.

"Hi, Red," Angel replied with a small sigh. "What are you doing out here?"

"Did you love him?" Willow asked in reply.

Angel turned and looked at the red head who'd sat next to him on the step, studying her.

"Yes," he finally answered, returning his gaze to the stars. "More than Darla. He was my

best friend, my companion, my lover, my hunting partner, everything a vampire could

want in a mate. I taught him everything, and learned from him as well."

"But he didn't love you," she commented quietly.

"No, he didn't. Did I ever tell you how I was back then? I was very...well, sick is a

perfect word to describe me. Sick and twisted. I took everyone who was good and

destroyed them. At first, I did that because it was fun. Then I did it because of my

feelings for him."

"You didn't want to love him," she said. "Because he didn't return your love."

"Exactly," Angel replied. "One of those that I destroyed was Drusilla, making her into a

vampire instead of killing her because of her psychic powers. And that was my mistake.

Because William fell in love with her...and I was alone."

"What happened between you two when you lost your soul?" Willow asked, intertwining

his fingers with hers.

"He was stuck in that wheelchair," Angel said, turning his eyes to the label on the bottle.

"His lower back had been crushed by Buffy, and that takes awhile to heal. When I saw

him like that, all those feelings that I thought had gone away came back in full force."

"And it made you really mad," she added.

He nodded. "So, I took the one thing he loved more than his own life - Drusilla. It was

easy to do, seeing as how I was her 'daddy.'"

"Well, it looks like they are back together again," Willow said. "And you have me now."

"Yes, I do," Angel gave her a tender smile, squeezing her hand. "I love you, Red."

"I love you, too, General," she replied. "Always."

Part Two

"Let's play sardines," Willow said after she and Angel had returned to the library.

"I haven't played that in a long time," Buffy said, climbing unsteadily to her feet.

"How do you play?" Angel asked.

"One person hides and the rest seeks. When found, the seeker joins the hider in the hiding

spot until all the seekers find the hider," Willow replied in one breath.

Angel nodded, clearly confused. "Right."

"Here, you go hide first," Willow told him. "Anywhere in the school. First one to find

you will explain more."

Angel stood. "How much time do I have to hide?"

"Two minutes," she replied, looking at the clock on the wall. "Starting now."

Two minutes later, four drunken former seniors roamed the halls looking for the hidden

vampire. They separated at the junctures in the hallway, each going in a different

direction. Xander found him first, hidden in his and Cordelia's favorite make out closet.

"Hey, Jingle Head," the teen whispered, closing the door behind him.

"Xander," Angel replied, scooting over as Xander sat next to him between the sink and the

steel shelves.

"Ok, we just stay here until everyone finds us. I've played with 15 people before. Let me

tell you, that was a telephone booth I don't ever want to squeeze in again," Xander said.

They sat in silence for a few minutes before Angel began to shift uncomfortably. "What's

with the moving, Bells?"

Angel leaned closer to the teen's ear. "You smell so good," he whispered. "And it's

making me really horny." Xander let out a squeak, and Angel clamped a hand over his

mouth. "Do you know how close I came to kissing the night Buffy was in the hospital?"

He shot his tongue out and licked the edge of the Xander's lobe.

Xander let out a muffled shriek this time, breaking away from Angel and scooting across

the floor as fast as he could. "That's just wrong! What about Willow?"

"Maybe she could join us," Angel replied in a low tone. "Or maybe she'd just like to

watch." Xander tried to sputter a response and the vampire chuckled. "Admit it, Xander.

You want me."

"No, you sick, demented vampire! I love Cordelia and the only pants I want to get into

are hers!" Xander vehemently denied.

The door opened and Buffy, Willow and Cordelia all stood in the light. "We can hear you

all the way out here, Xander," Cordelia said, pulling on the light chain. "And you're not

getting into my pants anytime soon."

Xander shot to his feet and pushed past the girls out the door. "Willow, do something

about your bloodsucker! He was coming on to me!"

Angel stood and faced the girls, a wicked grin on his face. "General, are you picking on

Xander?" Willow asked.

"I'd like to do other things to him," he replied with a leer at the teen in question. Xander

let out a yelp and ran down the hall to the library, causing the vampire to chuckle. "That

was too easy."

Willow rolled her eyes. "General, that wasn't nice."

"But you love me anyway," Angel replied, sending her a killer smile.

Willow looked at her other two friends and shrugged. "Vampires."

Buffy giggled and grabbed Angel's arm. "Come on, loverboy, Willow said she'd be it


"Now I'm going to be coddling a paranoid Xander because of him" Cordelia said to the

hacker before heading back to the library.

Willow laughed and went to find a hiding place.


"Red, I know you're in here," Angel sang quietly as he moved through the classroom. "I

can hear your heart beating. Smell your delectable skin..."

A hand shot out of a small coat closet in the back of the room, and pulled him inside with

a giggle. Angel found himself pressed against the side wall, Willow pressed bodily against

him, her hand pulling his blue shirt out of his pants, then running her fingers over the taunt

muscles of his stomach.

"Red," Angel ground out in a choked voice as she rubbed herself against him. "What are

you doing?"

"If you don't know, I'm not going to tell you," she whispered, then giggled again.

"Red!" Angel gasped. With a low growl, he pulled her up his body and ferociously kissed


Willow swam back from her euphoria to Angel's purr as he licked her neck, his tongue

swirling in the blood. She let out a pleased sigh. "Angel," she said quietly. "We have to


His purr turned into a quick negative growl, then settled back into the soothing sound.

With another giggle, she shifted her lower body until he was no longer inside her, then

reached between them to put him away, his mouth never leaving her neck the entire time.

Raising a hand, she pushed open the closet door and looked out. "Um...hi, guys," Willow

said, her face turning right red.

Buffy, Cordelia and Xander all sat in the third row of desks, grinning at her. Xander was

the first to begin clapping, soon joined by the two girls. Willow buried her head on

Angel's shoulder and groaned, embarrassed beyond belief.

Part Three

Angel was still purring. Other than growling for a short time when Willow stood up and

led him back to the library, he didn't stop. The young witch sat between his legs, as he

leaned against the table leg, continuously nuzzling the bite marks on both sides of her


"Does he even know we're here?" Buffy asked, continuously amazed at the sound coming

from her former love.

"I don't think so," Willow replied. "Only in a peripheral way. If you were to get too

close, he'd probably growl at you, thinking you were a threat"

"And you know this how?" Buffy said.

"I've been paying attention to my hunnie's vocalizations," she replied, proudly.

"Well, he stopped hitting on me and that's a big plus," Xander said, shoving some more

chips in his mouth. The alcohol was now gone, as was most of the food, and the four

graduates and one purring vampire were stretched out on the floor, sleepily.

"At least he has taste," Cordelia said, smiling at her boyfriend. Xander leaned over and

gave her a quick kiss.

"I can't believe we're no longer in high school," Buffy commented, rolling to her back and

staring up at the ceiling.

"Well, we are in high school, seeing as that's where the library it located," Xander said.

"Xander," she sighed, shaking her head at his bad joke.

"So, what are we going to do this summer? Stake killer demonic whales? Avert the

impending stampede of centipedes?" Xander asked.

"I'm going to dad's in LA, as usual," Buffy said.

"I'm going to Europe," Cordelia said. "And you're coming with me."

"I am?" Xander said.

"You are."

"I guess I'm going to Europe," Xander told the others with a big grin.

"What about you, Wills?" Buffy asked.

"I'm going to hang out here with Giles," Willow replied, her lips quirking.

"When you get dressed enough to leave Angel's side," her best friend said knowingly.

"True," she said, before giggling. Angel growled as she leaned forward, causing the

others to burst out into laughter. She leaned back again, bringing a hand up to caress the

side of his face, and he settled back into his soothing purr. "Should I get him to stop?"

"Nah," Buffy said. "He's like a big cat. Makes me sleepy listening to him."

"I think that's the alcohol, Buffy," Willow told her.

The Slayer yawned, followed closely by everyone else. "Don't matter, it's nice," she said

as her eyes dropped shut.

"Goodnight, guys," Xander said, curling onto his side with Cordelia spooned against him.

"'Night Xander, 'night Cordy," Willow replied, smiling softly as her three friends drifted

into sleep. She moved her head and looked up at Angel's vampiric face. She place a soft

kiss on his lips and he blinked, his purring tapering off. "Hey sexy," she said when he

focused on her. "Time for sleeping."

Angel nodded and moved with her so they were laying on the floor in similar fashion to

Cordelia and Xander. He touched his face with a frown, noting the ridges were back and

let his human mask slip into place. "Red? How long have I been in what you like to call

my game face?"

"Since the closet about an hour ago," Willow replied with a tired voice. "Love you."

"I love you, too, Willow," he said, kissing the back of her head. He listened to her

breathing as it changed to that of sleep, mulling over his unawareness of everything but

Willow when he is physical with the red head.

In the wee hours of the morning, he finally figured out why - he trusted her, completely,

wholly, and with all his soul.