As Beautiful as You Are



Dark purple panties with little lace edges sat neatly on Zoro's bed when he came in after breakfast.

He stopped in the doorway and stared at them.

Then he turned around and went to train.


He came back two hours later, sweat-soaked and breathing harder than he'd have liked. They were still there.

Zoro stood at the foot of the bed, hands on his hips, and studied the purple scrap of fabric. It offered nothing. He scrubbed a hand over the back of his neck, grabbed a towel, and wiped his face. The panties stayed where they were, the lace catching the thin gray window light.

He went to find Perona.


Kuriagana Castle sat on a dark ridge, its stone bulk rising against the gray sky. Inside, ribbed ceilings arched high overhead on columns carved with worn heraldic designs. Tall windows admitted thin bands of light that lay across polished floors. Iron chandeliers hung on long chains above the central hall, candles burning low. Corridors branched away in quiet symmetry, the whole place hushed and orderly, with the heavy stillness of a structure that had stood watching the night for centuries.

Zoro had lived here for a little over a year now. He had gained muscle. Lost an eye. Acquired a pseudo-sister. The castle still defeated him regularly.

The hallways shifted in ways that made sense only to Mihawk. Zoro had long since accepted that reaching any destination involved a certain amount of wandering. It took him close to an hour to find Perona’s room.

His patience was gone by the time he got there. The door stood partly open. He pushed it the rest of the way with his shoulder. "Why is there underwear on my bed?"

Gray afternoon light came through the tall window and caught Perona's pink hair, turning the edges almost silver. She sat in a straight-backed armchair pulled close to the light, sewing with small precise movements.

Fabric covered every surface of the room. Half-finished clothing hung from a rack near the wall. Patchwork stuffed animals piled across the floor and windowsill. Embroidered pillows and folded fabric filled baskets and boxes throughout, all of it in Perona's aesthetic – lace, ribbons, ruffles, colors that had no business together and worked regardless. Perona wore one of her own pieces: layered black-and-white shorts under a frilly shirt, red leggings tucked into red boots.

She didn’t look up. “You need underwear, dummy.”

Zoro leaned against the doorframe. True enough. His one pair had gone in the burn pile months ago and he'd done without since. It worked well enough, mostly. He watched the needle flash between her fingers. "Why are they so dainty?"

Perona bit through a thread. "Because they're cute."

Zoro sighed. "You're not going to make me normal ones." Flat, a statement, because he already knew the answer.

Perona glanced up, eyes bright. "Nope. Horo-horo-horo-horo-horo!" Her laugh ricocheted around the room.

Zoro tipped his head back against the doorframe. Arguing with Perona sat somewhere between arguing with the ocean and arguing with Mihawk – theoretically possible, practically pointless.

"Could use another pair of pants," he said. "Ripped these this morning."

He hooked a thumb into the tear along his thigh and pulled the fabric aside. The cut underneath had closed, a dark smear of dried blood along the cloth's edge.

That got her attention. Perona’s needle stopped. “I just gave you those two days ago!”

"Yeah, well." He shrugged. Training had gone hard that morning. Mihawk had decided Zoro's balance was sloppy and corrected it by throwing him across half the courtyard. Zoro had landed on broken stone.

Perona jabbed a pink-painted fingernail at him. "You are not cute at all. Get out of my room."

Zoro pushed off the doorframe. He turned to go, then looked back over his shoulder. "Want me to do your hair tonight?"

Perona sniffed. "Yes. And do it right, or I'm staying mad about those pants."


Finding his room again took twenty minutes. Zoro counted it as a win.

The purple panties were still on the bed. He stared at them. He could ignore them – he'd ignored plenty of Perona's ideas over the past year. Frilly shirts. Decorative buttons. A pair of pants with skull embroidery that lasted exactly three minutes before Mihawk's eyebrow went up.

The problem was practical. Perona made fitted trousers – loose clothing ruined the aesthetic, according to her – which meant Zoro's pants hugged close at the hips and thighs, and the zipper made itself known during long training sessions. The chafing got old.

Zoro scratched the back of his neck and stepped closer. Perona made clothing the way Zoro trained – with full attention and an odd pride in the result. Every seam held. Every piece fit exactly as intended. When something tore, she replaced it quickly, muttering about his lack of grace while re-measuring his shoulders. It gave her something to do. Zoro had his training. Perona had her sewing. It worked.

He went through clothing fast. Fabric tore under swords, caught on stone, soaked through with blood or sweat. Mihawk's quiet click of the tongue when something new ripped apart carried more weight than a lecture.

Mihawk always looked immaculate – pressed shirts, perfect fit, nothing stained. Zoro had never seen him rumpled. Asking for clothing would have felt like admitting something.

Perona treated Zoro like a dress form that occasionally fought things.

He picked up the panties. The fabric was soft, light, carefully stitched, and small. Zoro looked at them a moment longer. "Tch."

He dropped them back on the bed and reached for a clean pair of pants.

The castle sat quiet around him, the stone halls thick with afternoon stillness. On the bed, the purple lace caught the fading light.


Zoro's replacement pants appeared a day later, folded neatly on the end of his bed. They were black, with tiny stitched swords at the ankles that would disappear once his boots were on.

Mihawk insisted they dress for dinner. Something about maintaining civility. Zoro considered it a pointless exercise – clothes were clothes, food was food, and none of it changed how a sword moved. Still, irritating the man currently training Zoro to surpass him seemed unwise.

So Zoro bathed every day and kept a small stack of dinner shirts Perona had made for him. He'd once owned dress trousers as well, several pairs, though they had gradually migrated into his training rotation until every last one had been cut apart, stained, or burned. Asking for replacements had followed shortly after.

He stepped out of the shower now, steam drifting through the stone-walled room. It was the only room in the castle he could find without wandering, sitting directly across from the room Mihawk had assigned him on the day he was allowed to stay – when Luffy's message had turned three days into two years.

Water still clung to his skin as he walked back into his bedroom, a towel slung around his waist. He scrubbed his hair once more, tossed the towel onto the bed, and reached for the new trousers.

They slid on easily. The fit was precise, snug along his hips and thighs, the material pulling tight across muscle that had thickened steadily over the past year. Zoro adjusted the waistband and looked down.

Well, shit. 

He turned toward the tall freestanding mirror and studied the result. His junk was plainly visible through the front panel of the fabric, the outline obvious where the cloth stretched across him. The material felt coarse as well, probably chosen to survive his tendency to destroy anything he wore during training. Given the way Mihawk pushed him, that durability would only delay the inevitable.

Zoro tugged at the front of the trousers and frowned at his reflection. Perona might have done it deliberately, except that wasn't her style. When she wanted revenge for something, she sent her hollows and let them torment him directly.

They had grown close over the past year. There weren't many options for companionship on an island occupied by a quiet warlord who preferred solitude. Perona had once belonged to a crew, the same way Zoro had. That absence had left a hollow in both of them. They'd filled it by default – arguing, sharing meals, existing in the same quiet castle.

Zoro exhaled and pulled the trousers off. He crossed to the small dresser and opened the drawer where he'd shoved the underwear yesterday. Still dark purple. Still edged in lace. The drawer had not improved them overnight.

He held them up between both hands. Small – much smaller than anything he'd worn before – but Perona had an uncanny eye for sizing. Whenever his shoulders broadened or his waist shifted even slightly, she noticed and came at him with the measuring tape.

He stepped into them. The fabric slid easily over his legs, soft against his skin, almost silky, settling snugly around his hips. The cut lay clean across his thighs, smoothed over muscle, and rested against his body without pulling. He adjusted himself once and let the waistband settle.

They felt good. Comfortable. Secure. Better than the battered old briefs that had gone in the burn pile.

Zoro turned back toward the bed for his trousers and caught his reflection in the mirror. He stopped. Then he stepped fully in front of it.

He rarely looked at himself. Mirrors served practical purposes – cutting his hair, checking his teeth, making sure blood was off his face before dinner. He'd spent more time in front of them recently, trying on new clothes while Mihawk's sharp eye catalogued every detail. That didn't mean he enjoyed it.

He disliked the way he looked. His face held a permanent scowl even when he wasn't thinking about anything, the expression cut harder by the scar sealing one eye shut. The thick gash across his chest had healed into something brutal. Scars covered most of his body – twisted marks from blades and impacts that had torn through muscle and skin. His back held fewer, though they were there, too, old punctures and jagged lines from where he'd crashed through stone or trees or collapsing structures.

The muscle he'd put on under Mihawk's training had only compounded it. His frame had grown heavier, broader, harder.

Brutish.

He hadn't been particularly handsome before. Now it was worse.

The dark purple panties sat perfectly against his waist. The lace framed the edges of his hips, delicate against skin marked by years of fighting. Zoro studied the contrast – the softness of the fabric against the hard map of scars and muscle.

Something about it shifted the balance. He still looked solid. Still scarred. Still built for violence. But the lace cut the harshness in a way he hadn't anticipated. The whole picture looked almost appealing.

Zoro stepped closer and ran one finger lightly along the lace edge. The texture caught against his skin. Something tightened quietly beneath his ribs.

He stood there another moment before turning away.

He pulled on the new trousers, buttoned one of his dinner shirts, and headed down toward the dining hall.


Zoro wore the purple underwear every day.

He washed them in the sink each night and hung them by the window to dry by morning. He took better care of them than anything else he owned.

Eventually his training wore them down the same way it wore down everything else.

The tear appeared along the seam one evening after drills in the courtyard. Zoro noticed it while changing for dinner, the lace pulled loose where the stitching had given out.

For the first time in a long while, he felt nervous.

He stood outside Perona's door rubbing the back of his neck, staring at the painted wood.

He knew she wouldn't mind. She liked when he asked her to make things for him, and designing new pieces entertained her. She rarely repeated anything exactly – in all the time she'd been dressing him, Zoro had never owned two garments that were completely identical.

But this request felt different. Pants torn in training, shirts ruined by blood – those were simple. This was personal.

He'd liked how the underwear made him feel, hidden beneath his clothing. A quiet softness under all that strength. It made him feel like he wasn't only one thing. He'd had bedpartners before, people who wanted things rough and fast, but none who wanted the same gentleness he did. When something real surfaced in him, he went still, almost shy, and he wanted something that reflected the person he felt like on the inside, even if he was the only one who ever saw it.

Asking Perona meant she would know he liked them. He wasn't sure she'd understand why that mattered.

He stood there another moment, pulling together the same resolve that came easily before a fight and, apparently, nowhere else.

Before he could knock, a ghostly pink head pushed through the door directly in front of him. Zoro jumped.

Perona's face hovered halfway through the wood, eyes narrowed. "Why are you hovering outside my room?"

Zoro straightened and folded his arms, as though the sudden appearance hadn't startled him at all. "Fuck, woman. Don't do that."

"Then stop standing there like an idiot and come in." She withdrew back through the door.

Her head vanished through the solid surface. Zoro exhaled and pushed the door open.

He'd walked into a tea party. Perona's stuffed animals sat arranged in neat semicircles across the bed, rows of mismatched creatures facing inward as though attending a formal gathering. Her chair had been turned toward them, a small round table beside it holding a porcelain tea set. Several lamps glowed around the room, their shades draped with colorful scarves Perona had sewn herself, casting warm reds and golds across the stone walls. Outside the castle windows, the permanent gray gloom sat unchanged, the way it always did.

Zoro spotted the tea set and understood what was expected.

He removed his swords without comment and leaned them against the wall. Then he crossed the room and lowered himself onto the bed at the end of the stuffed-animal row, careful not to knock any of them over.

Perona poured black tea and handed it to him in a delicate filigree cup. Today she wore something resembling a maid's outfit for an undertaker, ruffles and an apron embroidered with tiny coffins. "It's wonderful that Zoro has decided to join us," she said, the familiar horo-horo-horo-horo-horo bubbling up through her grin.

Zoro held the cup between both hands. "What're we talking about?"

"The state of the World Government economy."

He gave her a long flat look.

Perona lifted her chin. "If beli were replaced by how cute people looked."

Zoro snorted. "Then you're the richest woman in the world."

"Of course!" she said immediately.

He glanced sideways at the assembled stuffed animals. "And they all agree?"

They stared ahead with stitched smiles and said nothing.

Perona puffed up. "They said you were the poorest."

Zoro shrugged and took a sip of tea. "Not surprised."

Something in his voice caught her attention. Perona paused mid-sip and studied him. "You really think that."

"Tch." He reached over and straightened the crooked ears of a strange mouse-giraffe hybrid sitting beside him, using it as a reason not to meet her eyes. "Maybe make better clothes for me."

Perona huffed. "I make beautiful clothes for you. You're the one who ruins them."

"Speaking of clothes." He cleared his throat. "I need new underwear. The pair you made me got ripped."

Perona rolled her eyes. "Of course they did. I'm surprised they lasted this long."

The knot in Zoro's chest loosened when she reacted to nothing else – said nothing about the fact that he'd actually worn them, asked nothing about why. The casual acceptance was enough. "Can you make several pairs?" he asked, rubbing the back of his neck. "Of the same type?"

"Yes," Perona said, her eyes shifting into the focused, professional narrowing she used when assessing a new project. "Though I should measure you again first. You've gotten bigger this past month." She turned back to the stuffed animals. "But not until after tea."

Zoro's shoulders settled. Perona resumed the World Government debate, asking a small plush bat whether the Marines would attempt to tax excessive cuteness. He sat among the plush audience, sipped his tea, and said nothing while the one-sided argument continued around him.

It had gone better than expected. He felt relieved.


Two days later, a colorful array of panties appeared on his bed.

He'd stood for measurements the afternoon before, wearing the torn pair so Perona could get accurate sizing. She had clucked her tongue at the damage along the seam, turning the fabric over between her fingers with exaggerated disappointment. Then she'd glanced up at him and said, "And these look cute on you, too," in the same tone she used to judge everything. Something in Zoro's chest had felt unexpectedly good at that.

Perona organized the world by whether something was cute or not cute. Since the day he arrived, Zoro had existed firmly in the Not Cute column. Her saying something looked cute on him meant – by her standards, at least – that he looked good.

Zoro closed his door behind him to give himself privacy. Mihawk never came looking for him, and Perona could phase through walls whenever she pleased. The symbolism of the closed door helped anyway.

His room shared the same bones as hers, arranged with less chaos. A tall window faced the gray sky. The heavy stone walls held a fireplace that kept the cold from settling in too deep. The bed stood against the far wall, an armchair and small table beside it. A wardrobe held the clothing Perona made for him, folded or hanging. The tall mirror stood where she'd insisted it stay.

Zoro walked to the bed. The new underwear had been laid out in a neat spread across the blanket. He reached down and ran his calloused fingers over the nearest pair – dusky pink, soft cotton, tiny bows stitched along the waistband. The rest were similar, some darker, some lighter, each with small delicate details Perona had clearly enjoyed adding.

His throat tightened a little at how much he liked them.

He stripped out of his trousers, picked up one pair, and stepped into them. The fabric settled against his skin, snug at the hips and easy in front. He tugged the waistband once and turned toward the mirror.

They looked right.

The soft color sat against his scarred skin without looking strange. The contrast did the same thing the purple pair had done – cut the harshness of him in a way he hadn't expected.

Zoro stood there a moment, then reached for his trousers.

He dressed again, the delicate fabric hidden beneath layers of darker cloth. The knowledge that it was there settled quietly under his ribs. He folded the remaining pairs and placed them in the wardrobe drawer, lining them up with more care than most of his belongings received.

Then he left his room and headed down to lunch.


Time passed.

Zoro grew stronger still, adding muscle and scars under Mihawk's relentless training. He mastered Armament Haki until it came as naturally as breathing, sharpened his Observation Haki, and refined every movement of his blades until their weight felt like an extension of his own body. By the end of it, he felt ready. Ready to protect his crew.

When the appointed time arrived, Mihawk arranged a small boat to carry Zoro and Perona to Sabaody. They stood together on the stone steps outside the castle before he left. The sea wind brought salt and the smell of distant storms across the island.

"You've learned all I can teach you," Mihawk said, calm and certain. "The rest is up to you."

Zoro clasped the man's hand firmly. "Meet you on the battlefield one day."

Mihawk's golden eyes flashed with something close to pride. "I look forward to it, Roronoa."


The trip to Sabaody lasted several days.

Perona handled navigation with more competence than Zoro had expected. The small boat cut steadily across the sea while he trained on deck and she directed them with irritated commentary whenever he drifted too close to trouble.

"As if I'd let all my time and effort spent on you disappear because you got lost," she said when he asked why she'd come.

It was an excuse, and they both knew it. They were going to part ways soon. Zoro felt that as a steady ache under his ribs and didn't pretend otherwise, at least to himself.

Thanks to her, he was the first to arrive. They unpacked his things into his locker on the Sunny together – the new outfits she'd made him, sharper and better fitted than anything he'd have chosen on his own, though he'd long since gotten used to her eye. His favorite was a green long coat he could wear open over his chest. The panties he tucked away more carefully than anything else, placing them in a plain boot box after clearing out the flotsam he'd kept there before. By the end of the two years, she'd made him more than two dozen pairs. He hoped they'd last.

Over the next few days, he kept her company while she shopped – carrying her bags, sharing meals, stretching out the time they had left without either of them saying that was what they were doing. He was going to miss her. She felt like a sister he'd never had, annoying and dramatic and close all at once.

Perona liked to sleep in. Zoro never had. One morning, with the island only just waking, he decided to go fishing. It should have been simple. He found a fishmonger willing to take him, got pointed toward a boat, boarded without much thought, and only later realized it was a pirate ship planning to head to Fish-Man Island – with him aboard.

Zoro solved that the simplest way he knew. The galleon split cleanly in half beneath his blades. Water surged upward as the broken hull forced itself back toward the surface.

When the wreck rose near shore and Zoro stepped from the ruined mast toward land, the panicked fishmonger stood on the dock staring at the destruction. Beside him, cigarette in hand, stood Sanji.

Zoro's focus narrowed at once. He jumped from the shattered hull to the shoreline and covered the distance between them in a few long strides. Sanji had changed over two years. Taller, broader through the shoulders, with more muscle sitting under a finely cut suit. His hair had grown longer, parted on the opposite side now, leaving the low swirl of his uncovered eyebrow visible. The line of him looked sharper, older, better in ways Zoro registered immediately.

Sanji looked really good.

Heat curled in Zoro's belly, familiar and new at the same time.

Sanji drew on his cigarette and looked Zoro over slowly, openly, his gaze traveling from face to chest to waist and back. It lingered on Zoro's chest a beat too long, caught where the open green coat framed scar and skin and muscle, before Sanji swept it upward and dashed the back of his hand under his nose so fast it was almost nothing. "You lost an eye."

Zoro's hand lifted automatically, fingers brushing the scar. "Yeah."

Sanji scoffed, but it came out softer than it would have two years ago, more familiar than cutting. "Dumbass."

A smirk pulled at Zoro's mouth. "Can still kick your ass."

"Not after the hell I've been through," Sanji shot back with immediate confidence. Then he turned, the supply bubbles bobbing above his head on a clutch of strings, and jerked his chin for Zoro to follow. "C'mon. I have shopping to finish, and if I leave you alone, you'll get on the wrong ship again."

"I still want to go fishing," Zoro said, falling into step beside him.

"Too bad. The others will be here any time now, so shut up and follow me back to the ship."

"Tch." Zoro made a low sound in his throat. "Number seven telling number one what to do."

Sanji stopped dead and turned on him. "What? You're ranking us by arrival order? It's a miracle you got here first." His visible eye flashed. "Don't let it go to your head."

"Sure," Zoro said, the smirk widening. "Sorry… number seven."

Sanji stamped out his cigarette hard enough to grind it into the street. "That's it." His shoulders set. "I'm going to gut you like a fish."

Anticipation coiled eagerly in Zoro's gut. "Bring it on. I'll cut you in half."

Energy crackled between them, the air pulling tight with challenge and recognition and something hotter that Zoro didn't have a better word for yet. For one brief moment, neither of them moved.

Then they both struck at once.

The fight tore down the market street in a rush of force and noise. Sanji came in first, fast as ever, his kick driving hard enough that Zoro had to meet it with drawn steel or take the impact in his ribs. The supply bubbles floated absurdly overhead through the whole thing, bouncing with every sharp movement as Sanji fought one-handed beneath them like it was no hindrance. Zoro grinned almost immediately. Sanji was stronger. Faster. He moved with more control now, his attacks precise in a way they hadn't been before. Every time Zoro thought he had his measure, Sanji adjusted and came from a new angle.

Good. That was good.

Zoro met him blade for kick, step for step, the old rhythm snapping back into place so naturally it nearly erased two years. Wooden crates split under missed blows. A market stall selling lacquered bowls cracked sideways when Sanji drove Zoro back into it with a heel strike that rattled through his crossed swords and straight into his shoulders. Ceramic scattered across the stones. Zoro laughed under his breath and surged back in, excitement running hot – not only because Sanji could still keep up, but because attraction had bloomed somewhere between seeing him on the shore and crossing blades with him in the street, and now it ran under the fight like a live wire.

His coat shifted as he moved, flaring open wider during turns. Once, when Zoro twisted to avoid a kick and came up inside Sanji's guard, he caught Sanji looking – the flick of his eye downward, the brief hold on scar and bare skin before Sanji jerked his attention back and wiped beneath his nose with the heel of his hand. The nosebleed never fully formed, but Zoro saw enough to know what it meant.

Heat flashed through him, low and sharp and pleased, and he pressed harder.

Sanji answered with a vicious kick that split the air near Zoro's head, then pivoted into another that Zoro barely caught in time. The bubbles overhead bobbed and swayed with ridiculous cheer while they carved a path of damage through the street. People shouted and scattered. A barrel of fishing tackle overturned and spilled hooks, sinkers, and coils of line across the stones. Sanji landed lightly, suit coat snapping around his legs, cheeks touched with color from exertion or annoyance or something else. Zoro wanted to keep going just to watch that flush deepen.

The fight ended the way their fights usually did – not with a real finish, just with the shared recognition that they'd both had enough for the moment.

They broke apart breathing hard, both grinning with the same bloodthirsty satisfaction. "Not bad," Zoro said, sliding two katanas back into their sheaths. "For a cook."

Sanji pulled out another cigarette, lit it with steady fingers, and let smoke curl from his mouth while his gaze moved over Zoro one more time. A faint flush sat along his cheeks that hadn't been there before. "Decent for a one-eyed moron," he replied, then shoved the supply balloons into Zoro's hand. "Here. Take your old job back, pack mule. Unless these are too heavy for you."

Zoro caught the cluster of strings easily, the bubbles floating overhead. "Yeah," he said, amusement still warm in his voice. "Like carrying an elephant."

Sanji turned on his heel and started walking, already listing the ingredients and supplies he still needed as though they hadn't just torn through half the market. Zoro fell into step beside him, the balloon strings gathered in one hand and a strange buoyant lightness in his chest.

It felt good to find a piece of home.


Zoro didn't get any more time alone with Perona.

Nami's voice crackled over the mini transponder snail, sharp with urgency, warning them the Marines had arrived. After that, everything moved fast. They caught up with Luffy, regrouped amid growing chaos, and turned their attention to getting off the island.

Then Perona appeared. She floated above the street beneath her parasol, pale and composed amid the confusion, her hollows drifting outward in a loose cluster. Marines who got too close crumpled, weapons slipping from limp hands as despair swallowed them.

"I knew you people were behind this," she said, eyeing the Straw Hats with sharp annoyance as another Marine folded to his knees. "Why are you still here?"

"Hey! You're the lady from Thriller Bark!" Sanji exclaimed.

Luffy frowned. "Who was she again?"

Zoro looked up at Perona, a different worry cutting through the rush. "What are you doing here?" He meant it. The island had turned dangerous fast.

Perona flew closer and jabbed a finger toward his face. "How can you talk to me like that? I was the one who brought you here. Without me, you'd be in West Blue by now."

Behind her, Sanji had gone still in a way that was never good. Hearts shone in his eyes as he leaned forward and breathed, reverent as a man witnessing a miracle, "A woman. A real woman."

Perona whipped around to stare at him. "Of course I'm a woman. Are you sick in the head?"

"Or something," Zoro said flatly. Sanji's stupidity around women hadn't changed at all. A dull, small disappointment settled in Zoro's chest.

Perona turned back to him, already moving on. "Anyway, hurry up and go. I saw a warship nearing the island."

"Shit." Zoro exchanged a quick look with Luffy, then looked back at her. He opened his mouth.

The words didn't come.

How was he supposed to say goodbye to someone who had become so much over two years? Someone who had made the castle livable. Who had sewn his clothes, patched his cuts, fought with him, mocked him, fed him tea, and become family before he noticed it happening.

Perona seemed to understand anyway. She waved one hand in front of her face like brushing away dust, though her voice came thinner than usual. "Go, you annoying swordsman. I'm glad I don't have to patch you up and make you clothes anymore."

Zoro swallowed against the tightness in his throat. "And I won't miss doing your hair or your nails," he said, because if he let himself say anything real, he wouldn't get through it. "Or those stupid tea parties."

Her eyes looked wet when she glared at him. "You are so not cute."

Before he could answer, an excited voice rang out from above. "Luffy! Zoro! Sanji!"

Zoro looked up. Chopper was waving wildly from the back of an enormous bird circling overhead. "Get on! I'll take you to the Sunny!"

The bird swooped lower in a rush of wind. Sanji jumped first, catching hold easily. Luffy stretched an arm upward and wrapped it around the bird's neck.

Zoro looked at Perona one last time.

She gave him a smile that wobbled at the edges. "So not cute."

Then Luffy's other arm shot out, snatched Zoro around the waist, and yanked him into the air.

The ground dropped away fast. Perona shrank below them, black parasol and pink hair growing smaller as the bird climbed.

When she was little more than a speck against the island, Zoro lifted one hand in a silent goodbye.


Once the crew reunited, everything moved fast. Zoro barely had his footing before they were thrown back into it. There was no real time to sort through whatever had or hadn't happened with the cook on Sabaody – not with chaos piling on chaos – though he kept catching those sidelong looks in between disasters even while the idiot continued to fawn over every woman in sight.

Then Sanji was gone again, this time to get married, and the news hurt in a way that caught Zoro off guard until he learned the real reason behind it. Luffy noticed the worry on him even when Zoro pretended otherwise.

Wano gave the illusion of slowing things down, at least at first. Then Sanji came back unmarried, alive, and still himself, and the relief of that stayed with Zoro in the days that followed more than he cared to examine. By the time the raid began, he had barely settled into it before Sanji's voice came sharp and strained over a mini transponder, asking Zoro to promise that if he wasn't himself anymore when the fighting ended, Zoro would kill him.

Zoro promised. Of course he did.

It still hollowed something out inside him.

In the end, he didn't have to follow through. Sanji came out of it changed, his body altered against his will, but he remained himself where it mattered. The relief that followed sat so deep it was almost hard to look at directly.

It made him wonder if this was anything like what Sanji had felt after Kuma.

Once they recovered, the crew sailed on from Wano with new bounties and the weight of a newly minted Yonko's crew. Somewhere out on the Grand Line, the last Road Poneglyph was still waiting.


Zoro brought the laundry down to the hold, where Franky had built a cola-powered washer and dryer beside a deep laundry sink. The room was small, carved out of a corner of the Sunny's lower deck. The washer and dryer sat side by side, the sink built into the wall beside them, a folding ironing board tucked out of the way and a laundry line strung overhead for anything that needed to air-dry. Zoro's katanas leaned within arm's reach near the door. The machine hummed through a load while the ship rolled gently underfoot, the overhead lamp throwing long oblong shadows against the inner hull.

The crew split laundry between pairs and rotated days through the week. Zoro had ended up with Luffy's clothes and their bedding. He didn't mind laundry. He'd done it more often on Kuraigana than anywhere before it, and it gave him a chance to wash his underwear properly with real soap instead of hurried rinses in whatever water was available.

Through everything so far, Zoro had kept wearing the panties Perona made for him.

He wore them beneath whatever the day required – haramaki, swords, open coats, torn shirts, blood, bandages, armor, winter layers, summer heat. No one knew. No one asked. Hidden under everything, the soft fabric stayed a quiet truth against his skin. He replaced ruined pairs from the careful store he kept tucked away with his things, washed them when he could, and kept wearing them because they still made him feel the same way they had on Kuraigana: not less strong, not less himself, but more whole. More than one thing. He knew what suited him.

On Wano, he'd washed them by hand in streams while he wandered as a ronin. As far as he knew, only Chopper had ever seen them. The doctor had patched him up after the raid and inserted a catheter while Zoro was unconscious, and once he woke and had time to think, a quiet dread had settled in. Hiyori made it worse when she mentioned bathing him while he was out cold. He'd waited longer than he wanted to before asking Chopper about it, trying to sound casual. Chopper told him she had washed only around the bandages on his face and chest. Chopper himself had paid no attention to clothing.

That had relieved him more than he cared to admit.

He stood at the sink with his sleeves shoved up, working a soapy pair of navy panties trimmed with white lace against the washboard. Three clean pairs hung over the edge of the sink in front of him. Several more rested in the sudsy water below, waiting their turn. He had just settled into the rhythm of it when the laundry room door banged open hard enough to rattle the wall.

Sanji came in mid-rant, irritation already running. "That idiot told me he smuggled bacon in his shorts again," he snapped, gesturing with one hand without looking up. "I figured I'd better check before you tossed everything in the wash and made the whole load smell like spoiled meat."

Zoro's hands froze in the sink. His heart jumped into his throat, panic pulling tight across his chest hard enough to hurt. The blood left his face all at once. No one ever came down here on his laundry day. Since they'd started sailing on the Sunny, no one came. He used to use the time for naps. Now he used it for this.

"I checked the pockets," he managed. His voice came out rough and thin. He stayed where he was, facing the sink, and hoped Sanji would take the answer and leave before he stepped close enough to see past Zoro's shoulders.

Sanji didn't leave.

Still muttering about Luffy, he crossed the narrow room and leaned against the machine beside Zoro, close enough that the heat of him pressed into the already warm air. "That moron better not have shoved it in his locker again," he said, then finally looked over.

His words stopped.

Sanji's gaze dropped to the washboard, to the navy fabric twisted in Zoro's hands, then to the three pairs draped over the edge of the sink, each trimmed with bows or lace. "Are you washing Nami-san's undergarments?"

Zoro should have said yes. The lie rose and died in the same second. He could feel the truth written across his face, in the stiffness of his shoulders, in the way his fingers had locked around the fabric. Sanji looked at him for one beat, then another, and said only, "Oh."

The room went very still.

The washer kept humming. The ship shifted underfoot. Soap bubbles shivered along the surface of the sink water. The air felt thin and fragile, stretched so tight one wrong word would split it.

Zoro wanted the floor to open under him. A rushing sound filled his ears. Shame climbed hot and vicious up the back of his neck. Sanji could be vicious with words, petty, theatrical, unbearable, but not cruel in this way. Zoro knew that. It didn't stop the horror from hollowing him out. He stood there with a pair of panties clenched in his hands, unable to move, unable to defend himself, unable to think past the fact that now Sanji knew.

Beside him, Sanji stayed quiet for a moment longer. When he spoke, his voice had changed completely – low and even, unassuming enough that Zoro had to look at him.

"You know," Sanji said, drawing a cigarette pack from his pocket, "I haven't talked about it much, but I was in Kamabakka Kingdom while we were separated. You've heard of it?"

Zoro shook his head once, small and stiff, fingers still locked around the lace.

Sanji tapped a cigarette free, set it between his lips, and lit it. The flare of the lighter briefly warmed the planes of his face before smoke curled up toward the ceiling. "It's a place where men go when they want to get in touch with their feminine side. Okama, mostly. And people who want to transition." He took a drag, then glanced at Zoro. "I spent a year in dresses. Makeup, wigs, heels. All of it."

Zoro stared at him.

Sanji's mouth tipped in something faint – not quite a smile, not quite self-mockery. "Turns out wigs are a pain in the ass," he said, smoke threading from the corner of his mouth. "And the clothes weren't for me. But I learned some things anyway." His gaze moved once to the panties in Zoro's hands, then back to his face. "I learned it's fine if a man catches my attention now and then. And I learned that if certain clothes make someone feel more like himself, then that's worth celebrating."

Something in Zoro's chest pulled tight in a different way.

Sanji pushed off the washer and headed for the door. "I'm going to search Luffy's locker for contraband food before that idiot attracts bugs," he said, as though this were an ordinary conversation to have in a laundry room. "If that was his plan, I'll kick his head in."

At the doorway he paused, one hand braced against the frame, and looked back over his shoulder. His expression had gone softer than Zoro was used to seeing on him. "I'm sure you look as beautiful as you are on the inside," he said.

Then he left.

The door swung shut behind him.

Zoro took a shuddering breath and stared down at the sink – at the navy fabric and white lace still twisted through his fingers, at the other pairs hanging in a neat line over the edge. Sanji's words kept moving through him. Beautiful as you are on the inside.

Sanji had not recoiled. He hadn't gone stiff with discomfort, hadn't looked away, hadn't treated it like something requiring a reaction at all. He'd seen exactly what Zoro was doing and met it with something gentler than support – quiet understanding, offered plainly.

Slowly, Zoro loosened his grip on the fabric in his hands. He smoothed the damp cotton flat and looked at it – the navy, the little edge of white lace, the softness of it against his calloused skin.

Something unfurled in his chest.

He stood there a moment longer, letting the last of the panic work out of him. The ship's motion came through the floor in a slow steady sway, the washer humming beside him, the room warm from the machine and the lamp overhead.

Carefully, he rinsed the soap from the pair in his hands, squeezed out the water, and draped them beside the others over the edge of the sink. Navy, white lace, dusky pink, black with tiny bows. A soft line of color against metal and wood.

Zoro looked at them, then let out a breath through his nose – something faintly disbelieving in it. Of all the people on this ship to walk in on him, it had to be the shitty cook.

And of course the shitty cook had known exactly what to say.

Beautiful.

Heat crept up the back of Zoro's neck, slower now, and with no shame in it.

He reached for the next pair in the suds and washed it with steady hands. When he finished the last one, he hung them all on the line in a neat row to dry, then transferred the rest of the laundry to the dryer. The small room settled back into its usual rhythm – dryer beginning its low turn, floor rocking gently underfoot.

Zoro lowered himself into the corner by the wall beneath the hanging clothes, stretched his legs out, and tipped his head back against the wood. Above him, the clean pairs swayed almost imperceptibly with the motion of the Sunny.

He watched them for a while.

Then he closed his eye and let the warmth of the room, the steady sway of the ship, and Sanji's words carry him down into sleep.


A couple of weeks later, the Sunny sailed into the waters of an autumn island. Color spread along the shoreline in dense layers of red, gold, rust, and burnt orange, the trees packed thick over rolling hills that climbed away from the harbor. Leaves drifted loose on the wind and skated across the water in bright clusters before the wake swallowed them. The air had a different edge than the islands they'd crossed lately – cooler, drier, carrying clean scents of wood, chimney smoke, and apples. Buildings clustered along the harbor in warm-toned stone and dark timber, their sloped roofs half-buried in climbing vines turned scarlet with the season. Beyond them, the island rose into forest and low mountains touched by pale afternoon light.

Zoro stood near the rail with one hand resting on the hilt at his hip and let the island come into focus. He wore dark trousers, his haramaki, boots, and an open shirt. Underneath, hidden the way it always was, a soft pair of black panties sat snug against his skin, edged with a line of gray lace. He'd put them on that morning without thinking much about it. By now it was as ordinary as his swords. The knowledge of them sat comfortably against his body – not a question anymore, not even much of a secret in his own mind.

The harder thing to manage stood a few paces away at the other side of the deck, cigarette between his fingers, blond hair moving lightly in the wind.

Sanji had said nothing about the underwear after the laundry room. But there had been softer looks since then. Interested ones. Looks that came and went quickly, tucked between ordinary moments as neatly as cards slipped up a sleeve. A pause when Zoro came down from training with his shirt open and sweat drying on his skin. A glance that held a beat too long when Zoro stretched out in the sun. An expression that warmed around the edges during some argument neither of them cared enough to win.

The bickering hadn't stopped. If anything, it had sharpened. Sanji still called him a brainless marimo. Zoro still called him a shitty cook. They still snapped at each other over nothing, elbowed for space, argued about anything. But a thread of something else had begun winding through it, light and teasing, impossible for Zoro to miss now that he was looking.

Flirting, maybe. Or whatever passed for flirting toward men when it came from Sanji and arrived wrapped in insults.

Whatever had sparked on Sabaody hadn't burned out. Everything after had buried it under too much motion and too little time. But it was still there. Zoro knew that now. And Sanji's quiet confession in the laundry room – it's fine if a man catches my attention now and then – had cracked something open that couldn't be closed again.

There was a chance. That possibility burned in Zoro's chest like a live coal, warm and hard to ignore.

Franky called something and Jinbe answered from the helm. The ship shifted as they came alongside the dock. Around him, the crew moved with the bustle of arrival. Luffy bounced on his feet like he might launch himself onto the island before they were fully tied off. Usopp was already complaining about local wildlife he hadn't seen yet. Chopper had his nose lifted, taking in the new scents with open delight.

Sanji flicked ash over the rail and glanced toward Zoro. His gaze dropped, quick and familiar, taking in the open collar of Zoro's shirt and the strip of chest beneath it before returning to his face. "Try not to get lost the second we get off the ship," he said, tone dry.

Zoro looked at him. The usual bite was there, but something sat loose around Sanji's mouth, almost amused. "I don't get lost."

Sanji's brows lifted. "Who ended up in the Mayor's bedroom and almost caused an incident at the last island?"

Zoro huffed. "The place was a maze."

Mooring ropes were thrown. The gangplank came down. Cold island air moved strongly across the deck. Zoro looked once more toward the autumn trees beyond the harbor, the red and gold leaves lifting in the breeze, and felt a restless energy gather under his skin. New island. New ground. A couple of unclaimed hours before whatever trouble found them next.

Beside him, Sanji stepped away from the rail and adjusted his cuffs. "I'm heading into town for supplies," he said, glancing over.

Zoro turned toward him fully. The invitation sat there between them, plain as anything. A slow grin pulled at the corner of his mouth. "You asking me to come with you, cook?"

Sanji rolled his eyes, but a faint flush touched high across his cheeks as he turned toward the gangplank. "Don't make it weird. I need someone to carry things."

Zoro fell into step beside him. "You owe me a drink, then."

"Yeah, yeah, you'll get your booze," Sanji said with a dismissive flick of his hand, already heading down to the dock.

Zoro followed at his side, the autumn air cool against his skin and the island opening ahead in red, gold, and smoke-soft light.


Egghead and Elbaph passed the way too many islands had passed since the crew reunited – in a blur of danger, arguments, injuries, impossible enemies, and victories snatched from disaster. Science and technology gave way to giant halls, old legends, and another war. When it was over, the Sunny sailed on once more, carrying fresh damage, fresh stories, and the same people still standing on her decks.

A few days later, Zoro was carrying five overfull shopping bags through a city that looked like Mihawk would have liked – expensive, immaculate, controlled. The streets bent instead of running straight, winding around fountains, narrow gardens, and small plazas full of café tables. Shop windows lined both sides of the road, bright in the afternoon. Colorful banners hung overhead. Painted signs stuck out from buildings on metal brackets. People passed in expensive clothes – tailored coats, fitted trousers, polished boots, soft sweaters, jewelry catching the light.

Zoro kept pace beside Sanji, who had a folded list in one hand and a cigarette in the other. "We just passed six grocery stores on one street," Zoro said, shifting the bags higher against his side. "Why didn't you stop at any of them?"

Sanji kept his eyes on the list. "Quality, marimo. Keep walking."

"Tch." Zoro kept walking.

They'd already been through the produce market, a butcher, a fish stall, and two specialty shops Sanji claimed were necessary because the first had mediocre peppercorns and the second had oils he didn't trust. At this point the supply run had drifted well past practical. It always did when Sanji liked an island. Zoro minded less than he let on. The weather was cool, the city was easy to walk through, and Sanji had shoved a bottle of beer into his hand an hour ago without comment.

Ahead, Sanji slowed. Zoro almost kept walking before he noticed and stopped beside him. Sanji was looking through the broad front window of a clothing shop lit in amber. The display nearest the glass held scarves, jackets, and layered shirts, but lower down, framed by folded knitwear and silk sleep sets, sat a display of underwear.

Zoro's eye caught there immediately. The pieces were arranged on low forms and velvet risers rather than hidden in drawers or stacked in packaging. Some were soft cotton, some silk, some sheer. Fitted briefs in deep jewel tones, high-cut pairs with narrow lace edging, wrap-front designs with satin waistbands, sleeker pieces in black, wine, ivory, dark green. A few pairs were cut for slimmer bodies, but others were clearly made for broader builds.

His attention snagged on a dark plum pair with little black bows at the hips.

Beside him, Sanji noticed the pause, then nodded toward the door. "Want to head inside?"

Zoro dragged his gaze from the window to Sanji. "Why would we go in there?"

Sanji's brow lifted like the answer was obvious. "Why not?"

Zoro looked back at the display. A second pair had caught his eye – midnight blue, cut close, with a narrow band of embroidery along the waist. The whole display carried the same feeling the laundry room conversation had left behind: calm, quiet, entirely unbothered. His grip shifted slightly on the bags.

Sanji watched him for a beat, then took the cigarette from his mouth and extinguished it. "This island has decent taste," he said. "Try not to embarrass me."

He opened the door. Warm air brushed out from the shop, carrying the scent of fabric, cedar, and expensive perfume.

Zoro stood there one second longer, then followed Sanji inside.

The shop was bright and well organized, the lighting clear enough to read colors and fabric without squinting. Tables in the middle held folded shirts, knitwear, lounge clothes, and smaller items sorted into neat stacks. Racks ran along the walls with enough space between them that nothing felt crowded. Mannequins were stationed throughout – ones with obvious male shapes dressed in suits, dresses, and lingerie alongside female ones in the same.

"Here, give me a few bags," Sanji said, reaching for Zoro's arm. Zoro handed a couple over. Sanji nodded toward the back on Zoro's sword side. "What you want is probably back there. I'm looking at shirts."

Then, with that casual statement, he left Zoro alone.

Zoro stood still for a moment. Anticipation and nerves pulled tight together under his skin. His gaze moved around the shop, catching on the few customers moving through the racks or trying on jewelry. He could still see Sanji over the tops of the displays.

He took a breath, flexed his fingers once at his side, and headed for the back of the shop.

The shelves were arranged by color, each row neat, sizes stacked in order with small labels at the edge. He spotted the dark plum and midnight blue pairs from the window right away. Then a deep red pair caught his attention – a lighter red skull embroidered near the front. He reached out and ran his fingertip over the stitching.

It looked like something Perona would have made. The thought brought a sudden ache.

Two years of tea parties and conversation. Of braiding her hair while she patched his skin. Of falling into melancholy and having her appear, as if on cue, to annoy him out of it. She'd dressed him up and dressed him down, and reminded him that not everything was about training. Sometimes it was about getting lost in a giant castle on purpose, just to see what was there.

He could almost hear her now, bitching about another pair of trousers while she retook his measurements. He still knew the numbers by memory – waist, hips, inseam, length. He flipped through the folded red pairs until he found the right size and pulled one free.

The fabric lay soft across his hands. Cotton, like the ones Perona made, though the stitching felt different under his thumb. He couldn't know for certain if they'd fit – months had passed since Kuraigana – but the pairs he still had fit fine, and that was enough to chance it.

Zoro bit lightly at the inside of his lip, folded the red pair into a neat square, and kept it in hand. He picked out the dark plum, the midnight blue, a dark green with black trim, and a charcoal gray edged in narrow lace. Then he went looking for Sanji before he could think too hard about it.

Sanji stood a few aisles over with several shirts draped over one arm, checking the collar and seams on another. He glanced over when Zoro approached. "Find what you wanted?"

"Yeah." Zoro could feel the heat in his ears. The five pairs were clenched a little too tightly in his fist.

Sanji's gaze dropped once to what he was holding, then came back to his face. His voice came quieter around the edges. "Want to put it with mine? We'll pay together."

The knot in Zoro's chest eased at that. He nodded.

Sanji put back the shirt he'd been considering and jerked his chin toward the register. "C'mon. We still have a lot of supplies to get, and you're wasting time."

"You're the one who wanted to come in here," Zoro muttered, following him.

"And I got some nice shirts out of it." Sanji held out his hand. "Give me yours."

Zoro loosened his grip and passed the underwear over, pretending the color wasn't climbing higher into his cheeks.

Sanji settled the pairs neatly on top of his shirts when they reached the counter and gave the shopkeeper a nod. "Separate bags, same bill."

Zoro watched him more than he watched the transaction. Sanji showed no discomfort handling the purchase – no awkwardness, no hesitation. Zoro had no idea whether that came from buying things for women before, or from what Kamabakka had taught him, or simply from Sanji being Sanji when something mattered. Whatever the reason, the casual ease of it settled something in him.

Sanji paid for everything. Once they stepped back out into the street, he smacked the smaller bag against Zoro's chest. "You owe me a hundred fifty beli."

Zoro stared at him. "That much? Were they stitched in gold?"

"Such is the price of looking beautiful," Sanji said, shooting him a pointed look before starting down the street. He pulled the supply list from his pocket and unfolded it. "Keep up, marimo. We still have plenty to buy."

Warmth spread through Zoro's chest. He tightened his grip on the bag and followed.


Zoro was surprised when he walked into the galley and found Sanji there.

At this hour, Sanji was usually in the Aquarium Bar or down in the men's quarters winding down for the night. The galley was his at all hours, but late evenings generally meant he was done working in it unless he was planning something elaborate for breakfast.

Zoro had a towel slung across his shoulders, his bare chest still damp from rinsing off after training. He carried his katanas in one hand and set them carefully on the dining table before heading toward the breakfast bar. "What are you doing here?"

Sanji glanced up from the counter with immediate irritation, which made Zoro feel oddly more at ease. "What the hell do you mean, dumbass? It's my galley. What are you doing here?"

"Came for a drink."

The galley was split cleanly in two by the breakfast bar, kitchen on one side and dining on the other. Sconce lights cast a warm glow over the room. Beyond the portholes, the sky had gone fully dark, the glass throwing light back into the room more than showing the sea. The air still held the smell of dinner – steak, mushrooms, bacon, butter, and something sweet left over from dessert.

Sanji wiped his hands on a dish towel and set aside the bowl he'd been working over. Inside sat a pale mixture thick with chopped herbs, grated cheese, and something creamy he was probably turning into a filling for tomorrow. "Sit," he said. "I'll get it."

Zoro slid onto the bench at the bar, dropped the towel beside him, and rolled his shoulder with a grimace before he could stop himself. He'd taken a deep slice across the top of it during yesterday's fight on the island. Chopper had stitched it, the skin had already knit back together, but the muscle underneath still pulled and burned when he moved wrong. He hated that it still hurt.

Sanji caught the motion while pouring. His eyes sharpened. He pushed a glass of coconut water across the counter instead of alcohol. "Chopper say you could train, moron?"

Zoro was not going to let a half-healed shoulder stop him. "It's just a scratch."

"And you're just an idiot." Sanji pulled an orange and a banana from the fruit bowl and started cutting them up with quick, efficient motions.

Zoro took a swallow of the coconut water and clicked his tongue. "Tch. Like you'd do anything different. You're just as bad at listening to Chopper."

Sanji went quiet.

For a few seconds, the only sound in the galley was the knife hitting the board in a quick, even rhythm. Then he said, without looking up, "It doesn't matter in the same way for me anymore. I'm closer to Franky now."

That made Zoro still a little.

Sanji scraped the fruit into a bowl. "Don't even know if you could really hurt me now, if you had to."

They almost never talked about it past the surface. Sanji had asked him to make a promise in Wano, voice tight over the mini transponder, and Zoro had agreed because there was no other answer to give. Later, when Sanji told him the promise was no longer needed, Zoro had accepted that, too. He trusted him. Still, the subject sat heavier than most.

Zoro rested his forearm on the bartop and looked at him. "I never asked. Why me?"

Sanji added a scoop of yogurt to the fruit, then paused with the spoon halfway back to the bowl. "Because you're the one who protects the crew," he said simply. "And neither of us wanted that falling to Luffy."

Zoro understood that. He had taken Luffy's place with Kuma because Luffy had saved his life, and because the crew's safety came before anything else, even his own dream. Some things were obvious once they were stripped down far enough. "Glad it didn't come to it."

One corner of Sanji's mouth tipped upward. "Me, too."

He added granola, mixed the bowl with a few quick turns of the spoon, and passed it across the counter. "Eat."

Zoro accepted it without protest. He reached for the spoon, lifted it, and winced when the pull in his shoulder sharpened. His jaw tightened. He needed to train harder, better. He was sick of getting hurt in ways that slowed him down.

Sanji made a low sound with his tongue and turned toward one of the drawers. "I've got some cream in here going to waste, and you know how I feel about waste."

He came up with a small jar of olive-green ointment, then rounded the bar before Zoro could object. He opened the cap, set it aside, and scooped some onto his fingers. "Hold still."

Zoro did, more because he was caught off guard than because he intended to obey.

Sanji stepped in close and spread the cream carefully over the top of his shoulder. His fingers were cool. The ointment had almost no smell, just a faint clean sharpness. He worked it in with practiced pressure around the old stitches, then lower into the muscle where the pain had settled.

It helped.

It also did considerably more than help.

Zoro became aware of every part of the moment at once – how close Sanji stood, the heat of him at Zoro's side, the drag of fingertips across skin, the slow glide of his palm over Zoro's shoulder blade and up toward the side of his neck and back down again. Zoro's breathing changed before he could do anything about it.

Sanji noticed. Zoro knew because the rubbing slowed. The next pass of his hand was steadier, broader, less about the injury. His own breathing had gone heavier, too.

Heat rose through Zoro in a slow, hard climb. The galley suddenly felt smaller all at once.

He turned slightly on the stool and looked back over his shoulder. Sanji was already looking at him. His visible eye had darkened, hunger clear there, and something else under it that hit harder. Interest. Want. Care. All mixed together.

Zoro's pulse picked up. Sanji's gaze dropped to his mouth and lifted again.

The space between them tightened.

Then something knocked faintly out on the deck – one shift of wood, a loose movement from the ship – and the moment broke.

Sanji stepped back. He capped the jar, set it on the bar in front of Zoro, and went to wash his hands at the sink. Water ran briefly. His shoulders looked too controlled.

The interruption changed nothing that mattered. The possibility still hung there between them.

Zoro stared at the top of Sanji's head for one beat, then another, and decided that letting this pass would make him an idiot in a completely different way. "You want to do something sometime?" It came out rougher than he intended.

Sanji lifted his head. For once, he looked genuinely flustered – a slight pause, fingers fumbling once against the prep bowl he'd abandoned earlier, a shift in his mouth before he pulled himself back together. "Better be good," he said.

That was not a no.

A bright surge of satisfaction hit Zoro so fast it nearly made him laugh. It felt stupidly close to winning.

He picked up his spoon and went back to the yogurt, trying to look like he didn't care much while watching Sanji work from under his lashes.

He had a date.


Zoro took his time getting ready. He showered, brushed his hair, and polished his boots until they looked decent. He pulled on one of Perona's dinner shirts – a fitted black button-down with subtle embroidered panels worked into the fabric, still easy enough to move in. He paired it with the good trousers, the ones with the inlaid Xs running up the sides that he kept separate from the rest so they'd stay intact. Underneath, he wore the dark plum underwear with the black bows at the hips.

The Sunny had docked at Standing Creek earlier that day. The crew had handled errands and supplies through the afternoon, and now the evening was theirs while the log pose reset. Neither he nor Sanji had watch. Earlier, Zoro had caught Sanji alone long enough to ask, "Tonight?"

Sanji had taken a drag from his cigarette, looked at him through the smoke, and nodded.

Zoro had a small hand-drawn map folded in his pocket, courtesy of Usopp, who had given him a strange look but drawn it anyway. He was more nervous than he expected to be. It was still Sanji, and they'd spent time alone together before, but this was different. This was a date. A real one.

Zoro wasn't overtly romantic. He had no interest in big gestures, unlike a certain idiot cook who would flirt with a wall if it had a nice shape. Most of that act was too much anyway. He would rather have subtle, quiet attention every time.

He checked himself in the mirror, ran a hand down the front of his shirt, and grimaced. His hair was still his hair. His face was still his face. The scar over his eye had not become less severe just because he was trying harder tonight. This was as good as it got.

Zoro buckled on his swords and headed out to the deck.

Sanji had said he needed to finish a few things in the galley before they left, but when Zoro stepped outside, the cook was already near the gangplank, leaning against the rail with a cigarette between his fingers. The evening air had turned cool. Lantern light from shore reached across the water in broken strips, and the festival in town threw a warm glow up into the dark.

Sanji looked up. Then he straightened. His eyes moved over Zoro from head to toe, taking in the shirt, the trousers, the boots, all of it. "Shit, marimo. Where's this been?"

"Perona made it," Zoro said, fighting the urge to tug at a sleeve.

Sanji's mouth curved. "She has excellent taste. And skill." He slid his hands into his pockets and rocked back lightly on his heels, still looking at Zoro in a way that made it hard to think straight. "You look really good."

Heat climbed the back of Zoro's neck.

"Tch." He clicked his tongue and jerked his chin toward shore before Sanji could see too much on his face. "Let's just go, ero-cook."

Standing Creek had a close, comfortable feel to it, the sort of place where people greeted each other by name across the street and slowed down to talk without blocking traffic for long. Warm light spilled from shop windows onto the road. Porch railings were wrapped in garlands of dried leaves and little lanterns. The whole town had leaned hard into the season. Pumpkins sat on stoops, under benches, beside signs, stacked in wagon beds, lined up on windowsills. During the day, vendors and artisans sold their work in the square, and there had been carving contests, pie contests, and enough other events that Zoro had stopped trying to keep track. By evening, he had learned, the festival shifted instead of ending. The game booths stayed open, live music started up in the center of town, and stalls selling wine and spirits did steady business under strings of lights.

Sanji walked beside him while Zoro checked the map for the third time. At one point, while Zoro was looking down instead of ahead, he drifted toward the wrong side of the street and felt Sanji’s hand at his beltline, brief and firm, steering him back on course. “Watch where you’re going, dumbass,” Sanji muttered.

Zoro had put more thought into this outing than he wanted to admit. A restaurant felt too obvious. A tavern felt cheap. He wanted something different. Earlier, while in town, he had learned that all the contest pumpkins were set out after dark and lit from within, arranged through the park like an outdoor display. It seemed right. Interesting. A good place for a date.

They followed a path lined with carved wooden stakes and hanging lanterns until the crowd thickened and the light changed. The display spread across a long stretch of park behind the square, pumpkins arranged on stepped platforms, tree stumps, and broad tables beneath strings of warm bulbs. Every carved pumpkin was lit from within. Hundreds of them glowed in the dark – faces, animals, ships, flowers, monsters, patterns cut fine enough to make Zoro wonder how anyone had managed it. People moved slowly through the rows, speaking more quietly here, as if the place called for it.

Zoro stopped at the first table and stayed there a while.

One pumpkin had been carved into a snarling sea king, scales layered around the curve. Another held an entire harbor scene, tiny buildings and masts cut into the orange flesh with enough detail that even the rigging showed. There were rows of faces, too, some ridiculous, some sharp enough that the shifting candlelight made them seem to change expression.

Sanji came up beside him and gave a low whistle. “All right,” he said, smoke curling from the corner of his mouth, “that’s actually impressive.”

They argued almost immediately over who would be the better carver and which pumpkin deserved to win.

“That one,” Sanji said, pointing toward a pumpkin carved into a kraken dragging down a ship, the tentacles wrapped around the hull in tight, careful curls. “That’s the best one here.”

“Tch. No.” Zoro moved on until he found his own pick – a medium pumpkin with a face carved slightly off-center, one eye set a little higher than the other, the grin crooked. Something about the wrongness of it made it feel more alive than the artsy, more technical carvings. He pointed at it. “This one is.”

Sanji stared at it for a second. “You picked that because it looks like you.”

“It does not.”

“One eye,” Sanji said, lifting a finger. “Lopsided. Slightly menacing.”

Zoro gave him a flat look.

Sanji laughed.

The candlelight caught across his face when he did it, warm along his cheek and the edge of his grin, and Zoro looked away under the excuse of examining the next pumpkin over.

They wandered to the game booths next. The stalls ran along the east edge of the festival grounds, lanterns hung on poles between them, casting warm light over painted signs and prize shelves. The barkers called out to people passing, though none of them put much effort into it.

The first booth had axe throwing, the targets painted with rings and little pumpkins around the edges. Zoro paid for both of them before Sanji could argue. Sanji rolled up his sleeves, accepted an axe from the booth keeper, and said, "Prepare to be humiliated."

Zoro's first throw landed nearly dead center.

Sanji's sank into the wood just outside it.

That was all it took. For the next several minutes, they turned it into a personal war – arguing over stance, grip, distance, whether Sanji was crowding him, whether Zoro's fourth throw should count because a child had shrieked nearby at the exact wrong moment. The booth operator watched them with the tired patience of a man who had seen plenty of adults act like idiots over a game. In the end they tied, which only irritated both of them more.

At ring toss, Sanji narrowed his eyes at the bottles like they had insulted his cooking and adjusted his throw three times before releasing it. At darts, Zoro beat him cleanly and won a stuffed black cat with bright green button eyes. Sanji took the bottle-knockdown stand by storm after spending an infuriating amount of time testing the weight of the balls in his hand. By the time they'd worked their way down the row, Zoro was carrying a bear, the cat, a small cloth elephant, two pigs, and something that might have been a fox if the person who made it had only ever heard foxes described. Sanji had a plush bat, a long-eared rabbit in a waistcoat, a frog, a freaky chicken, and a small orange pumpkin with a stitched smile.

Near the goldfish booth, a small cluster of kids stood with empty paper scoops and miserable expressions. One boy had gone red-eyed and was clearly trying not to cry in front of the others. Zoro looked down at the armful of prizes, then over at Sanji. Sanji had already turned toward them.

A minute later, the whole group had exploded into excited chatter, each kid clutching a stuffed animal and talking over the others. Sanji crouched to place the rabbit into the arms of a girl in a red coat and tugged her sleeve back up when it slipped down her wrist. Zoro handed the black cat to the teary boy, who grabbed it with both hands and hugged it to his chest. The rest went quickly after that, even the freaky chicken.

By the time Zoro straightened and followed Sanji away from the booth, his hands were empty and the kids were still buzzing behind them.

They spotted other crewmates now and then as they wandered. Usopp and Chopper were at a shooting game near the far end of the square, Chopper practically buried under plushes. Nami and Robin passed with bags from the artisan stalls and drinks in hand. Franky had acquired a festival hat shaped like a giant pumpkin. Jinbe stood near a food stall with a cup in hand, listening with patient attention while an elderly local man explained something at length. Each time Zoro and Sanji spotted one of them, one or the other shifted course without comment. It suited Zoro fine. He'd asked Sanji to spend the evening with him, and he had no interest in surrendering it to the rest of the crew.

They heard the music before they saw the pavilion – a fiddle, lively and fast, with a drum underneath keeping a beat that moved through the soles of Zoro's boots. The pavilion stood in the center of a cleared section of the festival grounds, open on all sides. Fairy lights traced the support beams and wrapped the posts, stretching warm light over the dance square under the dark sky.

Couples and small groups moved across the floor. Around the edges, standing tables held drinks and people leaned against them to watch or talk. At the far end, a small stage held the band – fiddle, drum, a woman on button accordion, a young man with a guitar. They were good. Not polished, but tight in the way of people who had played together for years.

A woman at the bar table sold wine poured from unlabeled bottles, local spirits in small tumblers, and something described only as the house brew. Sanji bought the wine after smelling both bottles and selecting one. Zoro took the house brew without smelling it, which made the woman smile.

It was cold enough now that the drink warmed him going down – a dark stout, roasty and full-bodied. Zoro stood with his cup and listened to the music, watching the dancers. He was having a genuinely good time, which he hadn't paused to examine until now. The festival wasn't something he'd have sought out on his own. But the pumpkin garden had been unexpectedly good and the games had been better, and standing here now with a decent drink while a fiddle player dragged fast and complicated notes out of his instrument and people clapped along – Zoro found he didn't want to be anywhere else.

He looked over at Sanji, who watched the band with his wine glass held loosely, the stem between two fingers, his other hand in his coat pocket. His expression was open in a way it wasn't always. The cold had brought color into his face. He watched the accordion player with a small smile on his lips, and he looked pleased – with the music, with the evening, with wherever the night was going.

Zoro didn't stare long enough for Sanji to catch him.

The song ended to clapping and a few whistles. The fiddle player said something to the drummer. A brief pause, and then they started a new one – same tempo, brighter, the accordion taking the lead. The couple closest to Zoro grabbed each other and launched back onto the floor. Around the square, people got up from their tables and moved.

Zoro set his cup on the nearest standing table. He reached over, took Sanji's wine glass out of his hand, and set it down beside his.

"What are you–"

Zoro grabbed him by the forearm and pulled him toward the dance floor.

"Zoro." Sanji sputtered and dragged his heels for exactly one second. "I don't know this dance."

"Neither do I." Zoro found them a space on the floor and turned to face him.

"That is not reassuring."

Zoro flashed him a grin. "Bet I'm better at it than you."

Sanji's visible eye narrowed. "Not a chance."

Zoro clapped twice and stomped and went for it. His footwork was wrong almost immediately and he corrected by doing something that was probably more wrong, but the song was loud and fast and it didn't matter. Around them everyone was doing slightly different versions of the same idea – clap, stomp, step, turn, clap.

Sanji joined in with the sharp focus of someone who intended to win. He found the rhythm faster than Zoro did – of course he did, the man kicked things for a living – and within a minute he was doing a passable version of what the couple to their left was doing. He kicked up his heel behind him and Zoro nearly lost the beat watching it.

Sanji grabbed his arm and repositioned him. They faced each other and went back and forth – step, clap, stomp, kick, turn – and laughter broke out of Zoro before he could stop it, because this was genuinely ridiculous and he didn't care at all. Sanji's eyes lit up at the sound, and then he laughed, too, and they were both laughing and still stomping badly and clapping off-rhythm, and it was the most fun Zoro could remember having.

They stayed through the whole song. By the end, Zoro had worked out a version of the footwork that was mostly correct. He was sweating slightly despite the cold air.

The band slowed it down. The fiddle started first, long drawn notes. The accordion came in under it, soft and low.

Sanji reached out and took hold of Zoro's right hand. He settled his other hand at Zoro's waist, and when Zoro didn't move immediately, Sanji raised an eyebrow and waited. Zoro put his free hand on Sanji's shoulder and they found the slow beat.

They swayed. Around them, couples held each other closer and moved through simple steps. The fairy lights overhead burned warm and steady. Somewhere past the pavilion, lanterns swung in the light breeze along the vendor stalls.

Sanji looked at him with the grin still on his face, smaller now, warmer. His eyes were bright from the cold and the dancing, and he looked pleased – with himself, with the evening, with Zoro – and Zoro had no idea what his own face was doing.

"This was a good idea," Sanji said.

Zoro looked at him steadily. "So I pass?"

Sanji's smile shifted. Something softer came into it, more direct. "Barely," he said, with no bite in it at all.

The song moved around them, slow and steady. Sanji's grip at Zoro's waist tightened just slightly, drawing him in that last inch. Zoro stayed where he was, pulse kicking up hard, as the space between them closed. Sanji searched his face for a brief second, found whatever he needed there, and leaned in.

His mouth met Zoro's, soft and deliberate. For one beat, the music dropped away entirely. Zoro was only aware of Sanji close against him, the warmth of his mouth, the hand still steady at his waist. Sanji tasted of spice and wine and a little of the cold air. The kiss was soft, but it carried intent all the way through it, and Zoro's brain caught up just a half-second behind the rest of him.

He tightened his grip on Sanji's shoulder and kissed him back.

Sanji made a quiet sound against his mouth, pleased and a little breathless, and kept swaying with him even as the kiss deepened by a fraction. They never really stopped dancing. The song held them in its slow rotation while the rest of the pavilion went formless around them. Fairy lights burned warm overhead. The fiddle carried its long notes out into the dark. Someone at a nearby table laughed at something. Zoro barely registered any of it.

When they finally drew back, it was only far enough to breathe. Sanji stayed close, his hand still warm at Zoro's waist. His face was flushed from more than dancing, and his mouth looked a little swollen. Zoro looked at it, then back at his eyes.

"Well?" Sanji asked, voice low and roughened at the edges. "You going to stand there looking stupid while I do all the work?"

Zoro's mouth pulled into a slow grin. "Probably."

Sanji laughed, short and soft. "Idiot."

He said it too fondly for it to mean anything but the opposite. His fingers tightened around Zoro's, their hands fitting together easily. The song carried them through another slow turn under the fairy lights. Other couples moved in easy steps nearby. Zoro barely noticed. His whole attention stayed on the warmth of Sanji's hand in his and the lingering feel of that kiss.

They swayed through the rest of the song like that, close and quiet, as the night went on around them.

Their little bubble lasted until Luffy spotted them and barreled in with zero hesitation, turning the dance floor into something closer to a pileup. Franky joined a minute later, all enthusiasm and bad timing, and any chance of keeping the moment to themselves was gone after that. Brook asked to sit in with the band. Robin and Nami drifted onto the dance floor. Before long the whole thing had turned into a lively mess of music and laughter, the crew folding into the festival around them.

Zoro didn't mind as much as he might have expected.

By the time they headed back toward the ship, the festival had started winding down. The streets were quieter, though lanterns still burned warm over the road and music from the pavilion carried faintly behind them. The others walked ahead in a loose, noisy group. Zoro and Sanji fell a few steps behind.

Sanji pressed something into Zoro's hand. The motion was quick and casual, and nobody ahead seemed to notice. Before Zoro could say anything, Nami called back over her shoulder with some question about breakfast, and Sanji hurried forward immediately with, "Yes, Mellorine!"

Zoro looked down at his palm.

The little plush pumpkin with the stitched smile sat there.

Warmth settled behind his ribs. A smile crossed his face before he could stop it. He closed his fingers around the pumpkin and slipped it into his pocket before anyone could turn around.

Ahead, the crew kept moving toward the dock in a loose, noisy cluster. Zoro followed a few steps behind with the soft shape of the prize in his pocket and the memory of Sanji's kiss still on his lips.


Sunswept Island spread wide under a bright sky, its land broken again and again by lakes that caught the sun and held it. Some were broad and calm with reed-lined edges and low wooden docks. Others sat tucked between hills and stands of trees, their surfaces shifting in the breeze. The roads bent around the water instead of cutting through it, so the whole island felt shaped by what it held – bridges over narrow channels, houses built to face the shore, little boats tied at private landings, damp coolness riding the air whenever the wind came off the water.

The log pose would take two days to set. The crew restocked first, as always, in case Luffy decided to make trouble or fix someone else's trouble and turn the island upside down. The first day passed peacefully enough. That evening, while Zoro stood his watch, Sanji came up to the deck and told him he was taking him out the next day. Just the two of them.

Another date.

They'd had several by then, slipping away from the others on islands to wander markets, eat alone, walk unfamiliar streets, find quiet corners away from the crew. Zoro had started spending more time in the galley after training. Sanji came up to the crow's nest sometimes to smoke. Things had settled into something close and comfortable without much fuss. They kissed when the moment was right. They found reasons to be near each other. It built slowly, and Zoro liked that. He wanted more with Sanji – he definitely wanted more – but the build had its own pleasure.

Sanji himself hadn't changed much. Still foul-mouthed, still irritable, still quick to argue with Zoro over almost anything. But his softer side came through in looks, in touches, in a quiet compliment delivered when Zoro least expected it. Zoro liked Sanji as he was. He liked what they had.

The next day, Sanji told him to dress casually and be ready by midmorning. That was all.

So Zoro took an extra-thorough shower, put on a navy t-shirt and clean trousers, and left the haramaki behind. He wore one of his nicer pairs of underwear under them – not because he expected Sanji to see, but because it was a date and because it made him feel good. The cerulean pair had a narrow line of white scalloped lace at the waist and a small white bow in the center. Perona had made them. He'd liked them from the start.

Sanji showed up in a deep red shirt and black slacks with a backpack slung over one shoulder, then led the way off the ship and into the trees bordering one of the island's smaller roads.

They walked a narrow path through light woods, birds carrying on overhead and squirrels skittering through branches. The ground was dry underfoot. The air sat warm on Zoro's skin without turning hot, and now and then the breeze brought in that cooler lake smell through the trees.

Sanji said little at first, and Zoro didn't push. The silence sat comfortably between them. He could hear the backpack shifting lightly against Sanji's shoulder when he walked.

The path opened onto one of the island's smaller lakes. Sanji guided him along the shoreline for a little way, through reeds and around a bend where the water widened. Two fishing poles were propped beside a bait bucket near the shore. A black-and-red blanket had been spread over a flat patch of grass. The water there was clear and gently rippling, reeds whispering at the edges and a patch of shade falling from a nearby tree.

Surprise and delight hit Zoro at once. "We're fishing? I like fishing."

"I know you like fishing, dumbass," Sanji said.

Zoro shot him a grin and picked up his pace. The poles were already rigged. He grabbed one, checked the line, hooked a bait minnow, and cast out over the water. Then he wiped his hand on his trousers.

Sanji made a face at him. "Don't wipe bait hands on yourself, you disgusting slob. I brought a towel."

Zoro rolled his eye and worked the line through the water.

Sanji pulled a towel from the pack and dropped it on a rock by the bait bucket before hooking his own minnow. He then wiped his fingers on the towel with obvious exaggeration, which earned a snort from Zoro, and cast his own line out beside Zoro's.

"Didn't know you fished," Zoro said. On the Sunny, it was usually him, Luffy, Chopper, Usopp, and sometimes Franky who bothered.

"I grew up as a chef in a floating restaurant," Sanji said. "Of course I fished."

Zoro glanced at him. Sanji always talked about Baratie when he talked about his past. Even now, after everyone knew about Germa, he treated that older life like something separate from himself, something he'd rather leave buried. "Before that?"

Sanji's expression turned sour. "No."

Enough of an answer. Zoro reeled in and recast. "I learned because I needed to eat," he said. "Was on my own for a while as a kid."

Sanji looked over. "Figured you would've just stabbed the fish."

"Heh." Zoro touched a finger to the line, feeling the pull of it in the water. "Did that, too."

That got a brief huff from Sanji, close enough to a laugh to count.

They fell quiet after that. Fishing had always felt like active meditation to Zoro – hands occupied just enough, the rest of him settling. The water moved. The breeze touched his skin. Birds called somewhere beyond the reeds. His mind went quieter without effort. Sharing it with Sanji made it better. Sanji didn't talk to fill the silence. He stood there beside him, line in the water, attention on the lake, content to let the quiet stay quiet.

Zoro liked that more than he expected.

When the first fish bit Sanji's line, Zoro nearly turned it into a competition on instinct. Biggest catch, most catches, whatever came first. But Sanji only reeled the fish in with a grin and said, "Looks like we've got the start of lunch."

That cut the urge short.

So they kept fishing. By the end of an hour, they had enough in a small net resting in the shallows to make a decent meal. Conversation came and went in little pieces, not needing to do much. The fresh air, the sun, and Sanji's company filled the space on their own.

When they finished, Sanji cleaned the fish with swift, sure movements – filleted them neatly on a board from his pack, cut several pieces into clean slices. Zoro watched him work, appreciating the skill before the food even took shape. The remains Sanji gathered and flung deep into the trees. Zoro gave him a questioning look.

"Local wildlife appreciates it," Sanji said. "I asked."

From the backpack he brought out bentos filled with rice, fruit, and cold vegetables, along with small containers of hot mustard and wasabi. A bottle of sake wrapped in cloth. He made simple sushi from the rice he'd packed, added slices of fish, and arranged sashimi on the lid of one box with the same care he put into everything else.

They ate on the blanket in the shade. Zoro stretched out on one elbow with his legs extended while Sanji sat cross-legged beside him, the breeze stirring his blond hair and the sunlight turning some strands brighter gold. The fish was fresh enough to melt. The rice was perfectly fluffed. The fruit crisp and cool. The sake burned nicely and settled into Zoro's stomach in a pleasant line of heat.

Warmth, contentment, and attraction mixed together until Zoro couldn't sort where one ended and another began. He reached across the small space between them and traced one finger over Sanji's knee. Sanji's gaze dropped to the touch, then lifted to his face.

He set aside the empty bentos before moving toward Zoro. When he reached him, he pressed Zoro gently back onto the blanket and bent over him. Their mouths met in a slow kiss, tender and unhurried, tasting faintly of sake and apple from the slices they'd eaten afterward. Sanji felt solid over him, warm and firm, all contained strength. Zoro's hands slid over his back under the red shirt, feeling muscle and heat through the fabric.

The kiss deepened little by little. Their breathing changed. Heat built in a slow, steady climb. Sanji lifted his head just enough to look down at him, his gaze dark and hooded. "I want you," he said.

The words went straight through Zoro, curling low in his belly. He curved a hand around the back of Sanji's neck and drew him closer. "Yes," he said, and pulled him back down.

The next kisses came harder, hungrier. Hands moved with more intent. Shoes came off. Shirts were pushed aside and then stripped away. The blanket shifted under them. Zoro could feel the grass and the warmth of the sun beyond the shade and Sanji's solid weight over him.

Then Sanji's hand moved to the fastening of his trousers, and panic fluttered once through Zoro's chest. "Wait," he said, voice rough.

Sanji stopped immediately and looked at him – flushed and aroused, but fully open, fully present. "What?"

Zoro swallowed. He got the words out before he could lose his nerve. "I'm wearing… you know." Less about surprise than the chance Sanji would see and hesitate. Or worse, see and be put off.

Sanji's expression softened at once. "You want to stop?"

"No," Zoro said immediately. "Just… didn't want you surprised."

"Zoro." Sanji's voice was quiet. "It's okay."

Zoro held his gaze for a long moment. There was warmth in it. Want, too. Nothing that made him feel wrong. He let out a breath. "Yeah. Okay."

Sanji kissed him again, deep enough to crowd out every other thought for a few seconds. By the time he drew back, Zoro's body had loosened again under his hands.

Sanji's fingers returned to Zoro's beltline. This time he waited.

Zoro nodded.

Sanji drew the trousers down his legs and pushed them aside. Then he sat back on his heels and looked.

Zoro lay in the filtered sunlight wearing nothing but the cerulean panties with their fine line of white scalloped lace and little white bow at the center. His face went hot almost immediately. He fought the urge to cover himself, fingers curling into the blanket instead. He felt exposed and wanted at the same time, both so strong they made it hard to breathe.

Sanji reached down and ran his fingers lightly over Zoro's hip, over the soft material stretched there. "Fuck," he breathed. "You look perfect."

That did something to Zoro. The bashfulness stayed. The heat in his face stayed. But underneath both, stronger than either, came a rush of something he'd wanted for longer than he realized. He felt good. Desired. Attractive. For once, he didn't feel like his body was something to work around to be wanted.

Sanji leaned back over him and kissed him hard enough to make him forget his own name for a second. When he drew away, his mouth looked fuller, his pupils blown wide. "Didn't think guys could actually be sexy," he murmured, voice rough.

That was what got Zoro worst of all. Sanji, who still spent most of his time looking at women, who still pushed through habits older than what they'd built – looking at him like this and saying that. Zoro felt his pulse spike and his stomach drop in a way that had nothing to do with fear. Wanted as himself. Wanted like this.

Sanji leaned close and told him in a low voice what he wanted to do. All the blood in Zoro's body seemed to rush downward at once. A raw sound caught in his throat, and Sanji kissed it away.

After that, everything slowed. Zoro ended up on his stomach with Sanji over him, warm and close, the blanket soft under his hands and sunlight at the edge of the shade. The underwear were pulled down only as far as needed, the rest left in place. Sanji's hands moved with care first and desire second, as though he wanted Zoro to feel every bit of the tenderness in it. Zoro did. He felt the weight of Sanji's body, the heat of his breath near his shoulder, the way Sanji's mouth found the back of his neck between murmured words and quiet sounds. Their heartbeats seemed louder than the birds. Their breathing went ragged together. The physical pleasure was there, in the rhythm of Sanji inside him, sharp enough to make his hands clench in the blanket, but what got him most was the closeness of it. The tenderness. Being held and wanted at the same time.

When it was over, they stayed where they were for a long while. Sanji lay partly over him, their fingers entwined near Zoro's face, the breeze moving gently over their heated skin. Zoro felt wrung out in the best way. Sated, loose, at peace.

Eventually they got up and took a dip in the lake. The water felt cool against overheated skin. They washed off, splashed each other, drifted farther out, then turned it into roughhousing because neither of them seemed capable of staying soft for long. Sanji kicked water at him. Zoro grabbed for his ankle. Sanji laughed, clear and bright, the sound carrying over the lake.

By the time they came back to shore, the sun had shifted lower and the shade had moved. They packed up together. Sanji folded the blanket. Zoro gathered the rods and the bucket. The bento containers went back into the pack. All of it felt pleasantly ordinary for something that would have blown Zoro's mind a year earlier.

When they started back toward the ship, Sanji bumped his shoulder with a faintly wicked smirk. "Can't wait to see what you're wearing under your trousers next time."

Heat rushed straight back into Zoro's face. It also felt really good to be wanted for being exactly himself. "Pervy love cook," he muttered.

Sanji only grinned and kept walking beside him.


Zoro walked into the men's quarters barefoot and shirtless, a towel draped around his shoulders, hair still damp from his shower.

The room carried the easy, end-of-day quiet of the Sunny settling in for the night. A single lamp burned low near the center beam, casting soft light across bunks, lockers, and the sunken table. Outside the portholes, night had already fallen. The ship rolled gently with the ocean.

Luffy had already face-planted into his bunk and was out cold, one leg hanging halfway off the mattress. Chopper slept in the next bunk over, curled beneath his blanket. Usopp sat cross-legged at the sunken table tightening something on a slingshot pouch, tongue caught between his teeth in concentration. Franky stood near the lockers sorting through a compartment with the quiet clink of tools. Jinbe occupied the lower bunk with a book open in one broad hand, pages turning slowly.

Across from Usopp, Sanji sat with a cigarette between his lips, writing in a narrow journal. The pen moved steadily across the page.

Zoro set his katanas on his bunk, then went to his locker near the end of the row. The hinges creaked softly when he opened it. He draped the towel over the locker door and pulled off his trousers. The dark green underwear edged with narrow black lace sat low across his hips.

Months ago, he would have changed in the bathroom. Or waited until everyone was asleep. Or moved fast enough that nobody had time to notice. He didn't bother with that anymore.

Nobody in the room made anything of it. Usopp glanced up once, blinked, and went back to his pouch. Franky didn't look over. Jinbe turned a page. Luffy snored into his pillow while Chopper's quieter breathing rose and fell in the bunk beside him.

Sanji's pen stopped moving. A moment later he stood and wandered over, smoke trailing faintly from the cigarette between his fingers. He spoke quietly when he reached Zoro's side. "That color suits you." His gaze dropped once toward Zoro's hips, then lifted. Appreciation sat there plain and warm, softened at the edges.

Heat touched the back of Zoro's neck. It came without shame.

"Tch," he said, reaching into the locker for clean trousers. "You say that like you picked them."

Sanji's mouth tilted at one corner. "You've asked my opinion plenty of times."

True enough. Somewhere along the way, Sanji had started having opinions on colors, fabric, fit, and what looked good on him. Somewhere along the way, Zoro had started asking.

Sanji watched him another second, expression easy and open. "You look beautiful in them."

Zoro stood there with his locker open and his heart hitting hard against his chest. He knew what Sanji meant. He knew Sanji meant it. More importantly, he believed him.

He shut the locker door and met Sanji's gaze. "Yeah?"

Sanji took the cigarette from his mouth, smiling now — softer than smug and far more dangerous. "Yeah."

Zoro felt the answering smile tug at his own mouth despite the heat in his face. He stepped into the clean trousers. "You gonna fix the red ones?"

"Yeah. Just leave them in my locker. I'll get to them tomorrow."

Zoro nodded and reached for a t-shirt, pulling it down over his head. Sanji brushed his hand lightly over Zoro's bare waist just before the shirt settled against his hips. The touch lasted barely a second. His smile was private, his gaze carrying a quiet spark. "Keep you company on watch later?"

A different warmth settled low in Zoro's belly. "Only if you bring sake."

Sanji snorted softly and wandered back to the table without arguing, leaving a faint ribbon of smoke behind him as he sat and picked up the pen again.

Zoro took the red pair with the tear from his locker and moved it to Sanji's, tucking it inside before closing the door. Then he stretched out on his bunk, folding one arm beneath his head. He had a couple of hours to nap before watch.

The ship swayed gently. Voices in the room faded. Zoro dozed off.


When he woke, the quarters had quieted further. Usopp and Franky had retreated to their bunks. Jinbe's book rested closed on the mattress beside him.

Sanji was half sprawled on his own bunk, as if he sat down for a moment, fell asleep, and gravity took him the rest of the way.

Zoro watched him for a moment, something fond settling behind his ribs. Then he grabbed his katanas and slipped out.

Out on deck, the moon was full and the sea steady. Pulleys knocked lightly against the rigging. He climbed up to the crow's nest and relieved Brook.

"Quiet night?" Zoro asked.

"No bones alive except these ones," Brook said lightly, and took his leave, the hatch closing behind him.

Zoro set his katanas on the bench, pushed open the window, and leaned on the sill, looking out over the sea. Moonlight rippled across the water and the stars ran thick to the horizon.

No sake tonight, but that was fine. Sanji's words from the men's quarters were enough to keep him warm.

Somewhere in the back of his mind he could almost hear Perona's laugh drifting up through memory. Horo-horo-horo-horo-horo. Told you they looked cute on you.

Yeah, Perona, he thought. They do.

End